WOOOOW!!!

So much has happened since my last post. Well my true love came here, Feb 14 2009. He came here from kansas and move into my place wit my fam cuz he didnt have anywhere else 2 go. We had fun and not so much fun times. We argued alot but i don't think i could have imagined life witout him. Then Dec 14 2009, he came 2 me saying he needed 2 leave and we had 2 break up. It was soo many reasons y he wanted 2 leave. We got back 2gether tho just b4 christmas cuz we love each other sooo much. I was trying 2 convince him 2 stay but no matter wat i did or said he said no. The in April of this yr he gave me a maybe and i was beyond happy. (Now i know ur prob like "Damn wat a loser, she sounds so desprete.") but i wasn't desprete i just wanted my first love, the love of my life, to stay in boston and be wit me. Well no matter wat he still left. At first he wanted 2 just have a long distance relationship and i was like "Hell no!! if u can't stay then 4get it." It's been a little over a month now since he left and i c how much i really miss him and how much i love and need him in my life. I try telling him this and at first he was all like "No u was right, i shouldn't ask u 2 stay wit me when we're miles from each other." Maybe he just wants 2 b single again but that would b weird cuz according 2 his blog and wat he told me b4, he loves me and wants a life wit me and doesnt want 2 b single. All i can say now is im waiting 4 his lastest answer 2 my lastest questions and if he wants this 2 work then wonderful if not then ok i'll move on and start a new life.