Saturday, November 8, 2008

I just feel like SCREAMING!!!

I hate my life so fuckin much!! omg i wish i could finally move out already but no i have no where 2 go and no money :( Im so sick of having 2 deal wit my stupid ass family. I wanna walk out the door and dont look back until im old and gray. I know each of them would beg me 4 something or another in the near future and i will turn around and look the other way. I cant stand them any of them uhrggg!! *sigh* im sry i just needed 2 vent alittle. I really wanna move away so bad maybe go 2 some far island where very little ppl know about it. Some place romantic and sweet and quite and calm. Every1 knows each other and is really comfortable being there.u know the saying" only u can make ur dreams come true" ? well i think sometimes it takes others 2 make ur dreams come true. I want 2 make my dreams come true but i think i might need a little help getting there. NONE FROM FAMILY! outside help, like friends or a bf, some1 who would care enough 2 help. oh well i guess i have 2 just suffer some more until i can get out of here.

1 comment:

Anonymous said...

ill help you hun. wait 2 more years while i can manage my own life. im sick of it all to. we'll go away, u and i. jordan it to young to go with us lol ;)