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Hey everyone :) So it's about that time again to catch u all up on me and my life. Hmmm I met someone (mentioned that b4) and I got pregnant. My ex told me he's going through life changes (Cant really explain it) and I lost my baby when I was about 2 and a half months along. I know it wasnt that far along but I was really looking forward to having a little one of my own. At this point in time I feel like I never wanna get pregnant again. Not only is it painful mentally but physically as well. Its like having ur period on triple blast (ladies if u know wat I mean) guys I guess it would be like someone either chopping ur dick off and punching u in the stomach all at the same time. I handled it tho, guess giving birth would have been just as painful lol. Anyways now im living day by day wit nothing really interesting happening yet. I'll keep u posted!

So thats how it starts...

so i experienced something but omg it wasn't the whole thing but it was close. It hurt so much but i find myself wanting 2 finish it all. I'm so weird lol i dont but i do. it hurts like HELL!! but i feel like i need a little bit more omg omg im crazy........