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Wat a girl wants

I always realized that wat i want most outta life is love and happiness. I've always been told that im living in a fantasy world but i mean wanting love and happiness isnt so difficult 2 get is it? My best friend and I share the same wantings out of life. To b told promises even if its a lie. To share everything wit the 1 person i love the most. To have everything i've ever wanted out of life. Sometimes its hard 2 find that complete happiness and sometimes when u think u've found it, it may not actually b there........

FINALLY!!!!!!

I got my wish finally! i have the love of my life now. He of course was just pushing me away 4 various reasons but knowing he loved me and really couldnt stay away. I love him so much and even tho he hurt me b4 i love him enough 2 give him 1 LAST CHANCE. If he screws it up this time i'll never go back. He told me he loves me :) that made me so happy that i cried i waited so long 2 hear him say that. I hope everything works out wit us bcuz i dont ever wanna b witout my darling love. And im no longer confused!!

Make believe..and maybe it'll come true

I always thought that if i pretend and dream and think about something, it would most likely come true. I thought that at least 1 dream would come true but eh who cares anymore cuz i dont. y care about something when it doesnt even matter at all?. Letter 2 u was suppose 2 b my push, my hope, my happiness. Its not and im ok wit that. I wanna say sry 2 the person who "Letter 2 u" was meant for. I understand and get that nothing can happen and nothing ever will and im sry for everything that i put u through. Being friends may be difficult cuz i feel like now u want 2 control my life, u dont want me but u dont want me 2 b wit any1 else or want me 2 b happy. Im not gonna let that happen. We r friends thats it nothing more or less. Anyways for whoever reads my blogs im sry about the confusion im just as confused as u.

So thats how it starts...

so i experienced something but omg it wasn't the whole thing but it was close. It hurt so much but i find myself wanting 2 finish it all. I'm so weird lol i dont but i do. it hurts like HELL!! but i feel like i need a little bit more omg omg im crazy........

Oh no......

With just a few words my whole world came crashing down.....the question-" Do i bug u or get on ur nerves?" *silence* Me- "yea i know i do, it surprises me 2 lol" Him-"Well goodnite" Me-"? uh goodnite then" Him-"No u dont get on my nerves much anymore." Omg i got on ur nerves?? wow now everything fits but how?? wat did i do wrong?? All i ever wanted 2 do was b ur's. Wat did i do?? how did i get on ur nerves?? Now i c how it all is, now i c the WHY. 4 Whoever reads this, "Letter 2 u" MEANS NOTHING NOW!!!